Is anyone there?

Is anyone reading this? Does anyone care?

I have been feeling lately that no one reads my blog... that because I don't have cute, adorable children to write about that my life is not quite equal to everyone else's. I want, more than anything to have my own family... to tell about the tough times and the good but right now it is entirely out of my control and I am extremely frustrated about it. What I wanted most, my entire life, is being withheld from me and it breaks my heart. I love hearing about your families... the things you do together... what you teach them... what you learn from the precious things they say. I check numerous times everyday to see what has happened in your lives... because I can't have what you have, right now.

I just want you all to know, if anyone even reads this, that I want more than anything to be in your shoes and I am so tired of hearing from everyone "enjoy this time you have alone". God did not create us to be alone.... I was created to have a family and I don't want to enjoy this 'alone time' because I see everyday, numerous times a day, what I am missing and it makes me sad.