I am wondering what I spent all my time doing before Quinn was born? I know I thought I was really busy and didn't have time to get things done... but now I REALLY don't have time. This summer is going to be a real test of time management. I will master going out with 2 children. I will get my butt back to the gym. I will have a clean house and cooked dinner.
Some days at least ;) I love my girls but am struggling not to lose my mind. By the end of the week I am really not a nice Mommy.... especially with the lack of sleep.
Hailey has started to act out. I guess she is not happy with the lack of attention she is getting. I am surprised it took this long to really show itself. I am working to remember to take special moments with her and give her attention while Quinn is napping. Her tantrums and freak outs decrease dramatically when she receives this attention so I better keep it going so I don't go crazy.
Ian came home Friday night to a VERY crazy wife. I almost ran out the door saying "I just had to get away". You know that feeling where your heart is pounding and you are about to break down in tears in a complete melt down? That is what I had. I escaped just in time (thanks to my super husband). It was wonderful to drive a quiet van with no children demanding my attention - or repeating phrases over and over AND OVER.
Is that normal for toddlers? Hailey will say the same sentence repeatedly, even after I have acknowledged and answered her. Make me CRAZY! Well I enjoyed my brief escape as I picked up a couple items at the store, filled the van with gas and picked up a booster juice for myself and my family. It was probably only a hour but I was able to come back calm and prepared to face bedtime... and what ended up being a bad night with Quinn.
I am so grateful for Ian! He knows when I need help and does whatever he can to make things easier for me. I am a truly blessed wife! I am also super grateful for my daughters. This young age isn't my favourite time but it is a precious time that I know I will miss as they become more independant.